Sunday, August 14, 2011

He wants to marry me but why cant i let him move in with me after 6yrs? Why am i like this? Advice Needed?

Im 23 and have been with my partner for 6yrs and i love him to death even though we have our moments of driving each other crazy, We don't live together. He is 24 and my friends also say he is very intimidating & he has a short fuse which i know, Alot of his friends can be very out of control, they are a bad crowd, But he is so caring and he constantly tells me how much he loves me and wants to marry me. We usually have arguments about us living together, He begs me to let him move in and i love when he is in my place but for some reason i cant seem to let down my guard and live with him & i don't know why. The other day we where at our friends birthday party we had an argument and when ome guy randomly grabbed my ***, My boyfriend lost the head with the guy that did it and punched him, he knocked him to the floor and started laughing at him, I was terrified but when i grabbed him away he looked at me my heart started to race it felt so intense, he put his arm around me and told me to relax that he'd never let anything hurt me. He kept apologizing the whole night but said that he cant stand other guys thinking of me as being easy to get and just wants to wake up next to me every morning and that he is terrified of losing me. I love him so much and i know he loves me but why am i so hesitant on moving in with him especially after being with him so long?

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